ten days


secret life




1.      .one
2.     adore u
3.     .two
4.     ten
5.     .three
6.     fear less
7.      .four
8.     just stand there
9.     .five
10.   places to be
11.    .six
12.   glow
13.   .seven
14.   i saw you
15.   .eight
16.   where will i be
17.    .nine
18.   peace u need
19.   .ten
20.  backseat







My heart hit by the flaps
Of magic butterflies if they could sing
I only wanted you to know
The second I’m reminded by the power
Of music that we loved
Wrapped around you under LED clouds
Bouncing on the bridge you love,
Watching kindred form,
Was the sunset to the clouds.
I need the world to be silent
I want to listen to you breathe
I want this moment again again again







adore u – melbourne 2024 show

my best friend and her sister facetimed their other sister so all three sisters could enjoy 'adore u' together and it was beautiful










 june 2024 – places to be
in the middle of 2024, i was going through a painful breakup, and as i was going through the remnants of it all, i had the crushing fear that i might not find a person who would bring so much fun and joy into a relationship again. in the process of healing, i was listening to 'places to be' a lot, its contagious rhythm and energy always brought me into a club setting in my head. one evening in june i was listening to it on a walk and i imagined myself dancing to it with so much life and vigour, and in that moment it made me realise that i did not need another person to bring fun and joy to my life, i, my own being, brings fun and joy to myself and the humans around me. that moment gave me so much hope, confidence and love for myself. i looked up and saw a rare iridescent cloud for the first time.








september 2024 – i saw you

where are you?

i’m sitting alone at the ten days listening party.

and it doesn’t make sense. it shouldn’t be like this. that i’m without you here. i’ll be okay. 
but yeah, it’s hard at first.

and you know, in the end it was better than okay.

 but still i came back home wondering.

where are you, now that you’re not with me?











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